H1N1 seriously come at the wrong time. Why must it be the time when i passed out of medic vocation? Now with those precautions such as temperature-taking, wearing of suffocating masks, etc that should be instilled in medical centre when the alert raises to orange code.
I just wanna be carefree medic whose job is to dispense medicine and slack in the medical centre, waiting for my shift to end. Maybe i can pass time by playing my psp or reading a novel or 2. No trouble at all, just waiting the hour clock to shift hour by hour.
Now, i guess i can kiss goodbye to that scenerio.
adiós
All thanks to the H1N1 virus.
Poking IV tomorrow.
Please.i beg you,my good nice buddy.
Please poke my vein accurately and not my muscle.
I pray.
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Monday, March 16, 2009
well,i've nothing else to do for now so i decide to have a quick update.
Result had been released like decades ago. And i stil have not make up my mind of what courses to choose. My results? It's not up to my expectation by one grade. And i did not expect my H1 biology got a D instead lor. Maybe they minus points off since i took the exam under special conditions. If they really deduct points off because of that reason, i rather not take it under special condition. Other than that, i dun know why i got such grade for biology. Actually, i've been pondering whether should i retake as a private candidate since i knew that i screwed up some of my papers such as mathematics and biology. Due to the fact that i've been enlisted as a pec c soldier, it means that i have chances to get into a 8-5 kind of posting. However, the matter of the fact that my status is C1/L1 (the highest rank in pes c) means that i have a chance to get into a combat unit which in other words means that i do not get enough time to study. That why it is a gamble. To retake or not to retake. Looking at the other side of the picture, retaking does not mean a guarantee of better grades and better courses to choose from. The lack of consulation from teachers and the need to concentrate for long hours suggest that it would be a tough one. Moreover, the lack of sleep that is carried over after a late night study may not allow me to carry out my tasks that my job required. Moreover, i was not sure whether the results of my first a level would be voided. Therefore, i would be taking an unneccessary risk. Some people commented that having a degree is actually good enough no matter what courses u go since eventually you will get your pay and survive. Even if you are employed for your dream job, I am sure that the passion will extinguish after a couple of years. The harsh reality is that at the end of the day, all that matter is $$$/money.
Going open house last week made me decided that i should go into engineering courses. The problem now is that the engineering courses that i wanted to enter had slightly better grade. And the fact that i got a D for biology makes it all complicated. The irony is that i am trying to get into bio-engineering course with a D for biology.
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